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Hmmm... "Went in as a boy - Now a Man"???

Don't know about you, but when I read that entry again, I was at the point of hurling. Never know I can write such thing! BUT the content was alright. Haha. Just the title. It's a little OTT (Over The Top).

So how's everyone?

I realise that the more stress I'm in, the more I write in HORIZON! Maybe I have nowhere to go... or vent whatever that's inside me! LOL.

Today, I made a huge mistake. I forgot my sister's birthday! She's in New Zealand right now, flying back to Australia tomorrow. Yeah, she celebrated her 2xth birthday in NZ. That's really something. However, for what I've done, I do not have defense.

Thankfully, she's a nice woman. She didn't get pissed, but when she called me, I was slapping my forehead, literally and felt like shit. Still feel like shit! What have gotten into me?

If I'm filthy rich, I would've boarded a plane to Australia right then and celebrate with her. That was how I feel when she called. "Damn it", I told myself.

So sorry, babe! (sigh).

Dang IT...

I utterly regret cancelling my gym membership. Not that I have the time to go, but when I want to go, I have nowhere to go to...

I can't run in the morning because I practically whoosh out of the house the moment I open my eyes. I can't run in the evening because I usually reach home around 9 plus. I don't want to run at that time for fear of getting raped. LOL.

My only safe spot to run and etc, I cancelled it. Brilliant. I must find some other way to sweat it out! Therefore, I hereby announce that I am open to ideas on how to sweat and get the endorphins going.

Went in as a boy - Now a man

22 December 2007, Friday. That day, I became an executive in Malaysian Re. I was employed by the company on 3rd July 2006 as a Contract Executive. I was bound by a contract because I was their scholar. I went into Corporate Strategy & Planning first. Then, I was transferred to Reinsurance Admin. My whole perception of the company changed ever since.

I was offered a position as an executive with my current department on 22 December 2006. 6 months have passed since and now I'm no longer under probation. I'm a proud executive within a reputable firm! Fate dealt me a card that landed me in this company of which I triumph. At least, that's what I like to believe. Work has been a roller-coaster the moment I walked into that department.

I see future there. However, I'm not barring the possibility of having better offers. I did, I do and I believe I will always have them if I put myself out there. Having said that, which firm lets you have the freedom to think and implement things completely on your own. Whenever you require assistance, the door is always open, literally! That is what I like about my company. Friendly people, fast-moving issues, pressure and fun. One thing for sure that made me reconsider staying is the people. No doubt they are a great bunch.

I will never let go of my dream of being a consultant. I want to see other companies and their workings. When I'm one (consultant), I know I have this company to thank, especially my current department. Brilliant and down-to-earth people.

Looking forward to the challenges. Cheerios!