Resolution(s)

my resolutions for 2007

1. to watch my weight (maintain or look better)
2. to be very meticulous @ work
3. to get 1st promotion @ work
4. to complete my self-developed reinsurance modules within 4 months (April 16 being my deadline)
5. to maintain my composure and be very patient with my siblings
6. to not make promises I can't keep
7. to be an absolutely filial son
8. to control my temper (already enough stress as of now)
9. to control spending
10. to severe ties unnecessary to me

Don't expect me to say "to be warm and fuzzy". I'm not programmed that way.

So, all in all... HAPPY NEW YEAR. Welcome, 2007. Year of PIG!!!

2007... Piggy Year!

"BONJOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" ala Raven style (fr Disney, for the uninitiated).

1st and foremost, year 2007! It's the year of PIG. Or should I say BOAR... hmmm. I like PIG. No wonder I feel so powerful on this New Year's eve. It's the coming of my year! LOL. (I googled this zodiac thingy at the time of writing, so if it's not the year of PIG, pls don't laugh your butt out).

Move on... New year resolutions. Do I have any? I am not sure. Hurray!!! Maybe I have a few in my mind but it's not confirmed. It's pointless when you have resolutions but never try or no track records of achieving them. Savvy??? So rule no. 1: Think Deep. (I'm not making sense, am I?) But I guess I don't need to make sense because it's MY year. Ze Piggey.

Will post me resolutions up soon. Till then... PIGS rock!!!! (smile)

it's all about...???

My GOD!!! I just came back from Mid Valley about 10 mins ago. I'm tired. MV was buzzing with people. When I say buzzing, it was really buzzing.. BUzz... buZZ... buzzzzzzzz.... Sheesh, I tell you, my ears were screaming for help! You might be thinking "Why go there then?". Well, one must cut his hair. LOL!

My mom bought a Logitech webcam. I have a sneaky feeling that she wants to see her daughter in OZ face to face. Not sure whether my sister has a webcam there or not. Hehe. So, all the refugee style shopping was just for that webcam and my head!

Because of the above, I die also must find a parking spot. We were in the parking area for like 10 mins going round and round and round...... Finally, some good parking attendant pointed us to a new area in the basement! Saw a box, parked my car and refugee shopping away. I can't think of anything except being a Starfish now!!!

Season's Greetings

DING DING DING...

It's Christmas time again... soon! Despite the average 70hrs a week in office, I'm still up and running and very Christmasy. LOL. It will not deters me from celebrating this joyous joyous joyous day!!! Actually, nothing would. Peace no. 1.

To my wonderful peeps/readers/family/peeps of the world, my car has finally found a home in my office. But what thrilled me so much when I received the news was that bay is a "Reserved" bay. That means, that box will have my car reg. no. and if people simply park their cars in me box, clamp shall Secure Parking. Wunderbar, isn't it? Righteous... Suddenly I felt so important. Wahahaha... Peace no. 2.

Guess what, I've been offered a permanent position as a full fledge Executive with full benefits of the company and added EPF % from the company. LOL! Bliss. The only downside is my $ package remains the same until my 1st aniversary. I wonder whether I can convince my boss that I should get more... Hmmmm. That remains a question! But if I don't get that increment, I don't really mind anyway. I enjoy working there, well... most of the time. Take yesterday for example. My SVP, VP, AVP and myself were in the office till late yesterday (got home at 11 plus). Instead of feeling tired, we were very happy! We had each other for company. Joked like hell, crapped like hell. Surprisingly, everyone's mood was stellar. My boss suggested that we go home together-gether. And we did! LOL. Many other things to handle post-xmas and NY. I'd say, BRING IT ON!!!! Peace no. 3.

Oh yeah, my sister is coming back from OZ for hols during CNY! What can be cooler than that? Haha. She asked me what I want for Xmas/CNY. I told her I want a BMW wrapped in a big house. Therefore, my xmas presents will be 2 keys. Of course, that remains a dream. Wishful thinking... or dumb thoughts. LOL. Lalalalalalallalalalalala.... I'm very bouncy this morning. Forgive me. I'm looking forward to celebrating Christmas. Are you???

Will update daily as of today! Visit everyday. In fact, if you can, visit every few hrs because yours truly might just add entries in HORIZON! every few hrs because he's just happy today! LOL.

1 week to X'mas

Hello everybody... It's nice to receive msgs from you guys in my Cbox again! It's been quite a while. I guess everybody is just beyond busy! I'm looking forward to 25th. Don't know bout you guys. Because of 25th, for the whole next week, I'll be extremely crazy. However, considering after that week is Christmas, everything seems to be irrelevant. Peace...

I like this phone, M600i (SE). Not sure I've mentioned this before somewhere in HORIZON! but I like. LOL. So cool. I can store all my reminders in it and it looks good. It looks pro and most importantly, it's stylish and powerful. Who cares if it doesn't have a camera. I can always get a camera. LOL. Kidding. Not that rich yet.

Not sure about you guys, but I definitely miss my high school and University days. I took it for granted not to enjoy those days to the max. The sleep I could've gotten and the freedom!!! You feel that way? Or is it just moi? Because of that, I respect my sisters a great deal. Long story, don't plan to continue. Hehe.

Where have all my friends gone??? Some on long hols (you know who you are, if you're reading this), some are extremely busy with their partners... Guess this is the life of a singleton. Can get kinda lonely at times. LOL. But heck, to live a life without hassle and liabilities and forgo short moments of loneliness is always worth it. I bet many of you must be having "???" sign hovering above your head now. (Laughing like hyenas).

I've been crying while driving today! My eyes were drooping and the sunlight was so strong, my eyeballs were almost burning. My eyes were very dry... Suddenly, WHAMMM!!!... my eyes were all watery and I can tell you I had to wipe those tears off. If not, I think I would've felt like I was driving in the ocean. Wahahahahhaa. The moment I had the time to put some eyedrop, I did it right away. But guess what, I'm writing this @ 11:36pm. Ridiculous... I should be sleeping. Maybe I should. Oh well, off I go then. Have a great weekend guys.

I wish...

Many of you must be wondering what was wrong with me after reading my last post. Well, nothing really! I'm just very tired. Problem after problem, issue after issue... They never stop. I just wanna take a break and run away for a bit! But I think that's too extreme. I don't think my problems require me to elope with myself just yet. I believe in everything has solutions. Yes, that's right... solutions. If there're no solutions, then I suppose they are called problems. I'm tired.

Because of those things above, I'm working extra hard in office and trying my best to be very patient at home. When I was about to burst, I took a break and walk away for a moment. Did some recollection and figure out how to manage things that had happened. I guess this will go on until I'm more "stable". I'm tired.

I'm learning. I really am. I'm trying my best to be in top form in office. So far I'm managing my time and my workload rather well (except for 1 project which has many things pending my action). Those things must be done within this week or next week (hopefully NOT!). I have puffy eyes, wrinkled face and I look rather old compared to my friends. Damn it. It's not exactly work pressure, it's my sleep I think. I spend my sleeping time thinking of the project and how to handle it in order to observe my deadline. My mind never stop working. I want to help my superiors in what they do. So far, I think I did that quite well. However, to my standard, it's not enough. I still have a long way to go in which I intend to cut short to within these 4 months. People say I push myself too hard sometimes, but I don't think. Without pushing or motivation, one will never have the energy to move or progress. I'm tired.

Apart from that, I'm trying my best to not involve many people in the many issues I'm in. Somehow, that's hard to do. They are involved in a way or another. Financially, physically or mentally. I'm exhausted because of that. So helpless... I'm tired. Despite those problems, I never show my unhappy or sad face because I never believe in showing them. It'll only make people feel bad or sad. What's the point of pulling people into your "dark" moments/feelings?

However, when I see people joke, when I see them laugh (be it in office or at home), everything seems to disappear. All the drained energy came back... At that time, I will always tell myself "See, good things happen at the end and people will be happy regardless of what happened in the past". Alas, those moments do not last long... It's great to know I have my family behind me!

FEELINGS...

angry...

...MAD..

PIS*ED...

CRaZy...

UnstabLe

Christmas Is Around The Corner

Hello everyone! Christmas is around the corner. It's all about family, friends and people that we love. Most importantly, it's a celebration that must be celebrated with dear ones. Start decorating the house, buy stuff and just get the Xmas spirit going. I know I will! I plan to have a little Xmas corner on my table in the office with mini Xmas tree with little ornaments, little boxes around the tree and a banner that says "Merry Christmas!". It's going to be wonderful.

I was browsing the net for some really good Xmas songs. I went into this wonderful site which to me, has some of the best Xmas songs ever. It was produced by the Good Shepherd Community Church. The "Silent Night" was incredible! I could sit and just enjoy the music and imagine myself having a wonderful Xmas with my family. Haahhhh.... Yeah. That's amazing. I think I will upload it onto HORIZON and let the world enjoy the angelic music.

Come on, everyone. Turn on 1 of your soothing Xmas tracks and sit back. Close your eyes. Imagine your family is with you. Voices, laughter... Love.

I will update constantly my progress on the Xmas "project" for my office workstation and many other cool and nice stuff pertaining to Xmas. We might be in many different places, but let's have ourselves a merry little Xmas!